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ATTENTION!

2010-11-16T19:59:00.002+08:00

DEAR ALL, FOR YOUR INFORMATION,
I WILL BE SIGNING UP FOR ANOTHER NEW BLOG ACCOUNT IN 2011 .
SO THIS BLOG ACCOUNT WILL BE TERMINATE ON 31 DEC 2010.
THANKS. =)
GET EXCITED FOR MY NEW JOURNEY IN BLOG! SEE YA!

Big Girl Don't Cry

2010-08-09T23:53:00.003+08:00

今晚，又是烦人的一夜。
但我发觉，我变了…
过往觉得烦扰的时候，总是需要有人在身旁，仰或‘希望’有人陪伴着…
好把心里的东西都给挖挖出来…（恶心点，常把它们呕在别人身上… == 哈哈！而最常中招的是“小的”…我有时会说太多，因为只有你的耳朵和你的心最靠得住。=) 感恩有你的出现。）
然而，这种想法是没有错的…但是，我总觉得自己太依赖人了。
今晚，我学会把“它们”抛给神… ! 我要依赖神。
原本打算拨电给‘小的’，向她‘吐’…但是，其实，我发觉我也没什么大碍了？我没什么事了耶？…‘小的’我不是要整你丫。哈哈。是真的，我没事也，只是情绪的起伏不稳定一些罢了。写着这篇的的时候，心情平稳。 =)
我想说，我不知哪来的平安，但我相信，一定是从神而来的。
我也觉得自己变得有点奇怪。哈哈。
今晚的眼泪变刚强了！酷呗？哈哈
嗯。我承认我是感性一派，不是理性。
但是，请原谅我，我会加油！
Oh yeah, Big Girl Don't Cry.. Be strong.

很多话。lol

2010-08-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

又隔了一段时间……我回来了。哈哈。最近都没上网，因为..孙悟空把蜘蛛精打死了，搞得我没网可上。哈哈。开玩笑的啦~
嗯，终于考获驾照了！=) 开心！
我迟些想去做个身体检查，因为觉得有点不舒服。会没事的！=)
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刚刚阅读了某某的部落格。
嗯…虽然他应该看不到我写什么，但是…就在这里，祝他幸福吧！要好好地爱。爱，到了对的时候是要说出口的。别等待爱来，是要自己去寻找爱。加油吧！=)
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昨天的聚会里，敬拜时，神让我看见我是一颗亮丽的钻石！我是祂的珍贵的钻石，看顾的钻石，永远爱的钻石。还有，钻石是很坚硬的。
我就要是那颗很刚强，但却也很亮丽的钻石。=)
今天的祷告会很棒。
我要每一天都渴慕神，就像鹿饥渴溪水一样。=)
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"对的人”

会使你更加亲近神；

会使你更火热爱神，多过于爱她/他；

会使你持守思想，意念，眼目，行为上的圣洁；

会使你持续耐心等候；

会使你先学会爱神和身边的人；

会使你不轻言放弃；

会使你学会成为支持者；

会使你懂得放下；

会使你先学会对待别人的态度；

这样，

才会更晓得该如何去爱深爱的人。

加油-ing... 你也要加油哦！=)

a new start for us

2010-07-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

Wow.. what a day.it was tiring. lolx..
SG LONG's people (Alibaba, ah Hao,Joe ann & me) gather for prayer & sharing at the field beside joe ann's house.. God did a great thing within us..
He united us as ONE.. ONE FAMILY, ONE HEART, ONE VISION, ONE MOVE & ONE VOICE...
L.O.V.E
Yes, i love u joe-ann
i love u alibaba
i love u ah Hao
in the love & grace of god we are here to support & love each other.
& together we love sg. long. Broke the pass, a new heart within us!
alright, we gonna keep P.U.S.H
& keep on to our strategy..
Gambatte all! we work together with Holy spirit..jia you!
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after that went to learn drivng for 3hours. x.x... drive until i wan to vomit edi... what a disgusting feeling..haha.
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Preparing costum for this coming saturday's performances,if it is going to ON. " Took" many clothes from joe-ann's wardrobe.haha~
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jia you! ♥

me

2010-07-12T21:52:00.005+08:00

well, i dunno how to start this post anyway. haha.
emm..various kind of feelings & emotion keep popping out in me for this week, maybe it's my Hormone sick . lol. that's annoying! .. don't really like it,coz i just want to be normal.

last saturday (10.07.2010) went SMK BUKIT JALIL's HARI MESRA PIBG.. enjoy there. what i concerntrate to was :a lots of fun games ,unhealthy foods, junk foods & etc...hahaha......& i think i was cheated by a stall decorated nicely & attractively ,themed with' Hello Kitty'....the stall looked nice, but the food.....i bought "empity' with RM6..haha. lol.
hmm...then the happiest was, my bro choon How & KK helped me to won a cute Pikachu thing,hahaha. like it. thanks oh Bros! =D
however, it's fun overall. =)

today my school has organised a seminar about Pre-U from Stanford college. Hmm..they were just talking about very basic things, i didn't got much actually. but, started to get an idea on what i want to be in the future, i was looking forward for "Business" related courses.. have to do more research on it first..& have to seek from god too. =)

i really have to cut down & CONTROL my expenses.. really have to control.. it's horrible & terrible.. lol
old people keep grumbling me..annoyed. so, take action control to stop the grumbling!..

today i went school, felt victoria in me! moving on to defeat my weakness!=)
Pray for me. =)

that's all recent news of mine. not much, but not least. =D
night.

dream

2010-06-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night i dreamt about you..
=) ? or =( ?
it's funny..
shhuuu~~ Don't think too much!

Give me a New heart

2010-06-22T22:53:00.001+08:00

..God..

break my heart

break my heart

break my heart

break my heart

break my heart

Please

I want a NEW HEART

♥

My Mid-Year holidays 2010

2010-06-22T20:57:00.007+08:00

A4J night crusade @ bulit jalil outdoor carpark A
Alright, for the past 2weeks of holidays, i has spent out all my time at church.. street evangelism, phone call invitaion, followup, go for prayer , meeting & etc.. until reached the days i have waited for so long-- A4J conference! well, honestly, it was tiring.. but, im grateful that i have learned & received many things from this conference. =)
i stay overnight at Myona's house. Meisan & sammi joined us up on the 2nd day. Can u imagine? 4persons sleepng in a room. haha. i felt a little homesick actually. i miss my bed..i miss my pillow & my mothery blanket.haha. but, it's fun. we shared a lot, & get better understanding about each other. Love ya sis ! ♥
˂(•ᴥ•)˃ Thanks god! I pass my driving rules & regulations test on 08.06.2010 (tues). good result. 49/50. god is awesome. =D
˂(•ᴥ•)˃ attend theory class on 14.06.2010(mon).
˂(•ᴥ•)˃ finally my L licence was done today! waiting for me to get it! & Get on the car to learn driving.. huhu..
Today after school met alibaba at bus stop, heard a news from him that, He had Pass his P licence car test! hoho... finally!~ Congrate,Alibaba! =)
and.. today dye my hair into black again.. very dark..haha.. still cant get used to it..haha. but, We have to Love asian's characteristics right?since im a Malaysian.
let's shout it out : I ♥ MALAYSIA!!

Hannah Montana - FMCs

2010-06-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

小小草。袮。小小蚯蚓

2010-06-04T00:54:00.007+08:00

袮的爱 ♥
无所不在
每个空间每个角落
都有袮爱的气息
只想永远依偎在袮爱里…
袮的爱 ♥
好真实
我该如何
让别人也感受到呢?…
好想好想传达
你爱的气息！

虽然我也害怕下雨天，
但我仍然因为袮而会成为那棵小小草
抬起头挺起胸
逆向雨珠
刚强起来
希望能为躲在身后的
小小蚯蚓
遮遮风挡挡雨
做它雨天时的拥护者

虽然我也惧怕……

但我有袮
而它有我

神的爱，让我们蒙福--CYC52S

2010-06-02T17:59:00.004+08:00

CYC52S 于2010年12月至1月间成立。
当时，每星期参与聚会和小组的组员只有区区的3个，加上组长，4个，isaac,myona,justin,我。然而，我的确看见神的恩典和拣选在这个小组里面。
现在，2010年6月，平均每星期参加聚会的人数增长至12-14人！荣耀归给全能的神！在短短的六个月里，神真的很大很大的动工在这小组里，祂把得救的人不断加给我们！
神的应许永不落空！
在某个星期天的“神大能祷告会”里，我们顺服圣灵带领，绕着聚会的场所祷告和为所有的空椅子按首祷告（祷告祈求这些的空椅子会坐满人），突然神让我停在一行椅子旁，让我看见异象：“一行”椅子上的人。神应许要让我和我们的小组去带领能够坐满“一行”椅子的新人来教会，认识耶稣基督。我在祷告中不断地寻问神：“这是你要我们做的吗？我们真的可以做到吗？我缺乏信心，但求神来帮助”因为对当时区区只有4个人的小组来说，人看来实在不可能，要知道教会里“一行”的椅子大概能坐11-12人！对我们来说太遥远了！需要很长时间！但，神却提醒我到:信心，乃是不凭眼见的；信心，是对所盼望的事的把握，是还没看见却相信会得着的。对！后来，我就带着这分看见和异象和组长组员们分享。我告诉他们，我也会有疑惑，但是，神的确让我看见了，而且也对我说话了，所以我们就应当顺服神，带着信心去carry out这个异象。过后我和Myona常都聚集一起在为着这一件事祷告，不断宣告得着“一行”得救的灵魂！
随后的日子里，我们都努力邀请，全然交托于神。
果然，神的奇妙和荣耀彰显!就在上个星期六的分享里，神唤起了过去6个月前，祂曾经给过我们的应许。现在看来，我们不但只带领一行人，而是带领还超过了一行的人来归向耶稣！
我不禁赞叹神奇妙的作为！这原不是靠着我们自己，乃是靠那全能掌权的上帝而成的！
神确确实实地那么爱我们。
顺服圣灵的感动，谦卑柔和地领受神的应许的，必蒙上帝喜悦！
主内弟兄姐妹们,要多亲近祂，多加油！在神凡事都能！
你的小组一样是蒙福的！

-愿神赐福于阅读这篇见证的人！

My Page Pet

2010-06-02T16:44:00.001+08:00

The love of god was the reason

2010-05-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

Thank u all! I thank god for placed all of u in my life..My Brothers & sisters in christ,you're the greatest blessing for my life! I wanted to express my pleasure,joy & a feeling of appreciation to all of u.. really..
i have no best friend like u guys in the past,before i met Jesus.and now, You r the reason for me to felt that God loved me a lot. On my 17th birthday celebration,it was the most unforgettable,memorable,sweetiest,happiest,touchiest one for me! Here, i wanted to drop down all my sweet memories.

it start with..........

27th may 2010 thursday,

Jen met me up & fetch me to her house.i was just as usual to have my intimate and spiritual talks with her..then,i used her laptop to on9. while i was very concerntrate in surfing the internet,her room's door open suddenly,i thought Jen coming in,but no..........her doggie "dear dear" went in. i felt a little bit weird:"why the door open itself? Deardear cant make it what..O.O??where is Jen ?..." The second after my thoughts, I saw Isaac Ho(my beloved CYC 52S Leader) holding a small mini kichi "cake" with a lighted candle..then he came in with Jasmine hsui shin(My Love one),Melvin(erm,the so called penguin[kidding..xP]) and Phoebe Liew then Jen together with "Happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to u~~~~~~~"
wow..i almost drop my tears..but held it on.I was so suprised! no one did this to me before..really.. wanted to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH! for this special treat for me.. i love the cake & the present from Jasmine,a 'good looking' & 'nice smelling' body lotion from US! =D wohhoo! Love it! and the "little chair" with thee words from heart..touched ♥..=) ..
after having blessing prayer from isaac, did my birthday wishes, we took photos together!

Super Sweet suprise!
Love ya!
=D yeah~

Isaac & Me

Melvin ,me , bee bee ! =D

28th may 2010 friday,

Thank u all for coming to my birthday party

@ my house! Hope u all enjoyed urself =D

I felt so happy because many of u attended..&

i received many presents from you guys..

this is the year that i received the most number of presents!

thank u all for loving me so much! =D

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T H A N K Y O U !

YOU ARE APART OF MY SWEET MEMORIES

Alibaba Ah Hao

Xiao Yu Myona Li jun san san peggy joe ann

xiao yi wen jackie chai sheng he kok siong

jen yi Bryan Lee pei yu isaac ho
jasmine melvin

chio yee xiao peiyu

div align="left">ah roy wei jian choon how leslie yap

zheng wei kar yu

chi joon guan liek YY

kar yee

aunty irise & friends

alex liang han

& etc .....

Simple Care

2010-05-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

Sometime, u taught that someone wasn't care about you, but actually he/she did care u..anytime, anywhere..Or? u never give others chance to care for u?
just maybe,every single one have their own different way to express themselve.Different way of expressing their emotions,taughts,feelings & even also Love.
as time moving on, i found myself hard to express that kind of simple,pure,truly & sincere Care & Love to others who i'm always wanted to care about. I just wanted to care about others,but some how it make me feel so uncomfortable to do it anymore,it's different from how i did it in previous,when i was still small & young,I can express my care & love to others without pretending,without bordering peoples' sight around,so naive-ly..Maybe i'm getting aged?..I can't simply do it,just to avoid others' scandal kind of sight on me?..owh,please!..don't know why peoples used to think negatively when somebody just trying to give a simple caring to others..
However, I will do things with a right heart,not to bother those weird sights,because i do it without any unrighteousness,i knew it, God knew me. Oh Yeah! i know Jesus Love Me! =)

2010-05-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

I MUST Jia YOu ! I can make it!

你- 开始重要

2010-02-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

表面上,我的确坚强,但内心却不如所看见的.

在我软弱的时候,你总是不经意地出现在我身边...

可以听我说,可以听我哭,可以成为我的纸巾..=)

你的安慰, 没有妥协感...

你或许不察觉,但是... 就是这样不经意.

2010-01-15T15:33:00.000+08:00

This is life. time passed away silently..
i was 13 that year & now... im 17... i have grown up.. everything are different..

Scene by scene..again, potray in my mind, the memories.. about friends, family... about myself...

i sigh. for the fact that im on the path of aging that can not avoid in this earth.
i cheer. for that i have grown up to be more mature, independence.
i sob. for the feeling of home sweet home had lost.
i treasured. all the love i have received.
i search. for place of belonging.

If.. Love.. is just like smokes.. which..it will dissapear quick..

I will deeply, breath it in..

let it flow in my blood, my lungs, then my Heart. & diffuses into every single cell of mine.
Left, the sign, the evidence of that Love have once in me.

Treasure Every Moments

Proclaim

2009-12-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

Proclaim that You are the Lord of Lords, King of Kings!

I left nothing.. but You alone in my life..

我背起自己的十字架,为你献上付出我所有...

Back from Peacehaven

2009-12-02T15:04:00.000+08:00

终于从Peacehaven回来了~领受了许多神的话语…
也经历了许多不一样的事情和挑战，
第一次成为组长的感觉…嗯…还好还好~
当然领受完了的同时，神工作的脚步越来越快…我们要开始思想我们的下一步，该要如何走？…很快，圣诞布道晚会还剩下不超过2个星期的时间，传福音的工作必然会来得更紧凑，同一时间，许多练习和排演的时间也开始紧密了。加油加油啦各位！我也正在努力当中~
为了神的工作，虽然有时会感到压力和辛苦，但是，我们还是before blood。我们所做所经历的，依然一滴血都还没留下…比得上耶稣为我们的罪死在十字架上吗？为我们流尽了祂的血。
我们要常信心宣告说：
CYC 已经是千人的教会！这是神所要和所应许的。

My Romeo

2009-11-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

My Dear 'Romeo'...
Thanks for accompany me through my praise & worship to God...

Encounter God Camp NOV 2009

2009-11-23T14:07:00.001+08:00

This the camp that can heal your life totally! Transform your talents, spiritual life, abilities and leadership at all levels. Your personalities will be greatly transformed by God. There will be amazing games, team building, praise and worship, etc., activities that can help to make your life shine!

When your life meets God, a transformation to a higher level will happen. Especially if you're a student, you are encouraged to attend this camp. Contact us or your CG Leader to get the registration details. Total fees for the camp is RM90 only, which includes accomodation, meals and transportation. Join this camp, and God is waiting for you there to start a new chapter in your life!

Expecting!! Can't wait for that day to come!...this might be the last camp for this year and maybe year 2010. 2 days more! Peacehaven, I'm Coming! God,I'm going to encounter You !

Your Anointment

2009-11-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

Oh God, I Desire the Anointing from You...
Anoint me in Disciplining Your sheep..

Anoint me in my Dance to glorify Your name..

Anoint me in my Studies to Show Your Wisdom in me..

Anoint me in my Serving to serve You my lord as in the heaven..

Anoint my LIFE, for Your Glory..
You deserve the Glory, My Lord..
It's All About You, I Desire You more than everything that offered to me.

I Desire You
I Desire You
I Desire Your Anointment...
You are the only one I need ~ ♥

Blessing from God

2009-11-19T12:43:00.000+08:00

Start to work on 16th Nov..

The blessing from God are the Fullest & Multiply double, triple & more from yesterday ,today until tomorrow.
My 2009 Holiday Job is to be an ''Office Girl''..haha...at Wee Jian mom's-- Mrs Koh's office..Hmm hmm...it's actually an easy, no stress, & most importantly, it's a Flexible job for me.=)
This is how God's hand work on blessing me, I'll only need to work for 20days to get my RM 1000 salary. I only work from 9a.m -5.30pm every Monday- Thursday, Friday I only work from 9a.m-3pm...because need to go church for dance practice after that. =) Oh see, How God blessed me! Thanks God a lots..
And this incident link me to think of the Offering that we offer to God. Offering, we often feel 'pain' & unwilling to offer the only 10% for God..We saw that 10% as a 'Big' & unbearable amount...but then have we ever think of the other 90% that God had give to us?..God have had Everything, why do u think He want your 10% offering?..It's Not About Amount, .But it's All About Our HEART ♥ .
The Heart of Willingness, Humble & Faith.
Maybe the blessing for U is on your family, your studies, Career or the anointing from God.=)

Miracles Happen When u offer your Heart to God with the TRUE Heart OF LOVE =)

By FAITH :
Matthew 7 : 7
''Ask and it will be given to you ;
Seek and you will find ;
Knock and the door will be opened to you.''
-This is what God Promised to us, His child-

Accident + happy day

2009-11-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah!
Finally finally finally~ Finished my hard & tough time of final exam!
and today, of cause im gonna hang out for relaxing myself..therefore, i date babe yvonne--xiao yi wen to go shopping with me at Berjaya Time Square..^^
Then Justin, Jonathan Wu, Jeremy, Choon How & Mei Xin joined us up..
[Oh ya, Happy Birthday to Jonathan Wu ! hehe =) ]
we all go for preparing our " secret mission"...hahaha~ shh...can't tell U~ heeheee~
So, reach there around 1.30-2pm...Shop alot with x.Yiwen,
then an ACCIDENT happen!haha..it's a funny incident for us..@.@ haha,really Funny..
Okay, while me & x.Yiwen waiting for justin to come, We shop around at 6th floor, then we went into the " Tropi_ _ n _ Lif_" shop & check out for their clothes & jackets, suddenly, a guy worker there approach us & serve us lo..(His Face looks like haven't wake up from sleep =="..)..when he first try to introduce us bout the clothes there, we can't hear him at all neh, like bee Buzzing Buzzing, erm, not to tease him la,but really he talks very not clear.. then hor.... the Point is--- he observing us from the Front to the Back, from the Top to the Toe( i saw his action & movemen & motionssss...=="..so 欠打de face..),then he throw out a phrase of words : " 为什么你们穿到酱的？为什么穿到酱保守的？".. BOOOM!~~we both stunned by his words.................[mentioned: we're wearing a pair of long pants, a singlet with a short jacket..ok, is it weird? i dun think so lo...@@]
Weird la that people, after that we walk out from the shop quickly..thinking of that weird thing that we heard first time in life time. hoho...funny, no one say like that to us before,but we doesn't look weird at all wo..He scare customers lo...haha,sympathy his boss.haha. Then the whole day we also 'tickle' & get laughter by those words... cause really funny...><...
alright,continue my journey, then we went to Gasoline cafe take our lunch, ohm...the attitude Services Bad x3 + worst x3 ...haiz! we paid for the service tax one leh..haha~
then we continue our shop x8 then tiredness attack us, but.. rain heavily outside around 5-6.30pm...
Finally, rain stopped,
my beloved aunty Irise fetch me & xiao yi wen home ^^

so happy to hang out with xiao yi wen. with no worries, so relaxing..
p/s : xiao yiwen, next time we TWO person go hang out again~ ok..hehe~=)

Happy Day

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累

2009-11-03T16:40:00.000+08:00

还有一个星期就考完试了。

这次的考试过程，的确很吃力…

我真的很累累累累累 了…

是精神上的累，第一次这样。
头也很痛，很痛，很痛…
整个世界晕晕沉沉的~~

不要再压我了…

快让我解脱吧…我真的累了！

突然间°

2009-11-03T16:13:00.000+08:00

突然间累了
让我栖息的呢？

突然间疑惑了
让我找着答案的呢？

突然间离开了
让我永远依赖的呢？

突然间没有了
让我永远不失去的呢？

突然间孤单了
让我倾诉的呢？

突然间烦恼了
让我单纯无知的呢？

多想自己是个天真，无知，单纯的小孩，
从来都不在乎身边伤心难过的事，
伤了，痛了…最多大哭一场。
但是长大了，
当自己开始懂事，开始成熟，
单纯的心早已被伤透，被磨损，
伤了，痛了…麻木的早已忘了怎样大哭一场。

Dance Team Audition 2009

2009-10-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah!

终于，期待已久的这一天终于来了！

对我来说呢，我真的很享受这整个过程~

的确，“过程第一，选不选中是第二”，我一直都带着这个心情，因为我知道无论结果是什么，我依然还是会带着“不死的精神”为神走下去！

新一班CYC DanceTeam

继续加油吧！

在这里，

愿神与新一班Dance team同在，在舞台上为神发光发热！舞出祂的荣耀！

Desa Petaling Prayer Walk II

2009-10-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

这次是我第二次上到去Desa Petaling 山顶去祷告…
在去着的路程里，我并没有什么“特别”的感受，只觉得天气有点闷热…更要命的是--车停泊在离地点大约100米的地方，得走上去，晒到我头昏脑胀~ [ 晕@@..........] 越来越没什么照顾身体了，开始有点弱弱的，况且也不懂怎样才能恢复体质。呵呵！
嗯，这次的行军祷告对我来说真的很不一样。
当我一踏上那个地方的时候，心里面突然有股热流，很大的感动要为这块土地迫切祷告，过后我就和wee jian, choon how 和小佩玉开始一直不停不停的祷告…………

也不知道祷告了多久，一直到他们叫我们gather在伯寿哥那里。
这次的祷告里面神让我领受的是，虽然我小时候曾经住过desa，但现在不是，我也没什么机会到那里去为神工作，可是，我能做的就是迫切地为这土地祷告！我真的很切实的感受到复兴已经降临了，神的大能和荣耀很快就会布满全地，布满马来西亚！！
同时，神也让我领悟了一个重点：神将一个能认识祂，与祂交通的器官—灵赐给世人。所以人因为有灵而能够认识和敬拜神。然而，人的灵需要被“启动”，被Activate起来，才会更渴慕祂，而不至于封闭，刚硬。然而，神告诉我，方法唯有透过迫切的祷告祈求圣灵大能的工作，把那群灵魂的灵“启动”起来。祈求圣灵亲自在这件事上动工，因为人并不能够做到这“启动”心灵的工作，唯有神的灵才能作这奇妙的事。让我们不断向圣灵来哭求，好让他们的灵得以被“启动”，不再被蒙蔽。

感谢神让我经历了祂的奥秘！
我相信，只要CYC每个成员同心合一，不放弃，不退后，继续为神争战，神迹奇事就会发生!

虽然人的能力有限，也会遇到拦阻和挫折，却不要放弃，因为神的话语永远都那么信实！

提摩太后书2:3

“你应当和我同受磨难，好像基督耶稣的精兵。”

提摩太后书2：9

“我为了这福音受了磨难，甚至像犯人一样被捆绑起来；可是，神的话却不被捆绑。”

RISE UP THE ARMY OF GOD

2009-10-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

It's All Because

I am

ANGELINE ANG KAR YAN

喜欢和爱

2009-10-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

喜欢和爱

♥

是不同的

喜欢他，可能只是因为他为自己所做的一切；
爱他，却从不计较为他所做的一切…

喜欢他，可能只是因为他的性格很不错；

爱他，却连他那坏得离谱的性格都很喜欢…

喜欢他，会劝他不要淋雨；

爱他，却愿意陪他一起被淋雨…

喜欢他，可能只是因为他的好；

爱他，却连他的缺点都能接受…

喜欢他，可能只是因为他愿意聆听自己的倾诉；
爱他，连他对我的抱怨都能接受…

喜欢他，可能需要一千个理由；

爱他，却是不需要任何理由。

♥

钱$

2009-10-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

钱
钱 $ 钱

钱 $ 钱 $ 钱

世上最危险的物质！

2009 的终极冲刺

2009-10-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

最近的日子该说是忙呢，还是好什么呢?...

我不知道自己的脑袋发生了什么事，这阵子我突然变得很难用字眼来表达自己的思维…我的感觉想法明明就在大脑里转着，但是我的口却呀不出声来…‘话’在心里，口难开…Hang掉了[ owh! =0]
可能最近累坏了点吧…
在赶年终考试，念书要熟背的重点太多了，
吉他班的评估又快要到了，我不想错失这一次进Advance class的机会，就抽血似的练好吉他…手指肿肿的…呵呵~
舞蹈班的小考，还有两个星期，练到muscle轻微cramp掉的程度…早上醒来的时候动弹不得…不过这是正常的啦… 左脚大腿的筋应该是不小心在拉筋时Over extent了，结果扯伤了… 走路稍微跨大步点都会痛，不过幸亏已经逐渐好转了！嘻！[开心的说~^^]

我开始发觉自己要到了脑袋某种极限…但是不行，我不能轻易放弃。
我的意志力正在加强中！~

嗯嗯~不行！过了这一关后,我一定要好好地High一番！超久没hang out了…有点怀疑我还是不是我？…呵呵…

嗯~ 好好地安排一下除了有工作以外的假期呗。
=)

痛上瘾了

2009-10-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

感情，在我的世界里像宇宙的黑洞。

前去，把自己带向终结，
不想接近，却被强大的引力吸过去了…

想的时候，却觉得自己像太多，不该想。

感情给的心痛，
让我痛得彻底
久了，竟让我麻木
痛上瘾了。

CYC舞蹈班小考

2009-10-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION !!

CYC 舞蹈班将会在下个月进行小考.. !

小考将使用这个月所教的指定舞蹈来进行评估。
成功通过考试的，就能够获得免费被“特训”的机会..
接着就能够在舞台以舞蹈来服事神..

另外，还要符合条件：
1。Available
2。拥有少过一项重服事
3。时常遵守CYC五根柱子
4。这个月必须出席练习至少 3 课

等等……

October = preparing, practicing month

嗯! 希望我能顺利通过吧~哈哈~
真的超期待服事神。
兄弟姐妹们，加油练舞吧 !! 嘻! =)

Congratulation!

2009-10-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hoho~ every form 3 students~! Congratulation for accomplished PMR examination 2009.
hhmm... T.T
27th Oct only start my final exam... feels like..... everyone free edi then only i start exam...>.<... haiz.. whatever la... I'll do my best for it..=)

End of 16th soon

2009-10-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

2009 is going to end soon, so as to my 16th. i think i should plan a better schedule for my coming 17th, so that i won't regret on the time passes too fast & things happen & happened just in a blink of eye lid. i must be a better one, a grew one, and the one heart filled with the love of sacrifice as how U did, Lord. and so do my promise to U, follow u all along my 17th's path.

Lord, Lead me.
Show me how to live, Teach me in Your way.

不想

2009-09-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

不想回到外面的世界。
我不想成为虚伪的我…
我还是我，
最自然的我，
最普通的我。

我现在很快乐，
从天上来的快乐…

Rush-ing

2009-09-17T02:22:00.000+08:00

有时候真的会喘不过气来~
功课好像千斤重的石头，不断向我压过来，我快扁了啦~救命~T.T
年终考试就快来了，就在转角处！！快来了！
很多科目等着我去复习呀~ 我好想说：可以不要等我吗？…== 哈哈，冷。
还有后面的Chapters都还没好好复习完，真的有点紧张。
真希望这个短假可以给我'时间'，做完该做的准备。
T.T 真的太太太太赶了！超怕考个烂成绩~因为整年的努力就会泡汤了~~ 我不想喝“纸” 菜汤呐…呜~ X.X
Hmm.. 掂算啊？。。没办法了，只能捉紧这个星期的时间…

熬夜，通宵，失眠，书"褒"…我来了!!~ 准备开我的夜-跑车-了~ T.T..

加油啦各位！

Im In A Rush

2009-09-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

神问我：

是否愿意放下自己？
是否愿意放下自己刚硬的性格？
是否愿意放下自己顽固想走的路，想做的事？
我再不放下的话，
后果将要自己负责，
也将神原本想赐给我的恩典
白白的拒绝掉了…

神啊，

我真的不想成为那个听见了，却又不去行的那个…

我不想每次知道要刚强，却偏偏感到无助…

我不能再这样了，

神啊，

对不起，我常让你忧心…

可是，
这一次我更明确的听见了你的声音，
这一次我真的不能再让恶魔赢了！
我不能每次都吃败仗，白白失去了神你原本要给我的祝福…
恶魔是失败者！
我要胜过这一切！

在哪里跌倒，在哪里软弱，就要在哪里爬回起来！

这一次，
神啊，
我为了你，真的尝试完全放下自己，
勇敢的踏出第一步，
我的性格已经死了，旧有的我，也已经死了…
活着的不再是我，而是基督在我里面，
活出你的形象…

神你来朔造我的品格和个性，让我成为你所悦纳的孩子…

我和父亲的关系将会被恢复，

我的家庭将会被复兴，

我知道这日子就近了…

现在的我，只剩下祷告…

祷告让你继续朔造我，

祷告让和你常常警醒着我，

祷告直到奇迹出现的那一天…

神你是行神迹的神，

我相信奇迹，

因为信心是还没看见，就相信！

神啊，我还要继续为你踏出第二，第三步…
求你赐我力量去胜过…
我可以的，
神你也知道我是可以的，对吧？
因为我有你。

2009-09-12T01:02:00.001+08:00

和神的约定

MY PROMISE WITH GOD

◦♥◦
◦♥◦

…我要永远跟随你...

...不管我未来的路会是如何，都要紧紧跟着你...

...I will follow You,

until The End of the Way...

◦♥◦

2009-09-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

¦¦2008年的我¦¦

不要觉得讶异…
这真的是我，
只不过现在的我，已经被神改造了…

2009-09-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

2009-09-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

‖谢谢你‖
在我软弱的时候，总是刚强着我，
用你的右手扶起我，再次把我带回你坚固的磐石上，
让我不至于坠落…
你是我的依靠，我的未来在你手中…
掌管我的心思意念
让我活出你的心意

2009-09-06T04:18:00.000+08:00

CYC 加油！
圣洁
真理
赞美
祷告
信心
恩典
荣耀

2009-09-06T02:47:00.000+08:00

下雨你为我撑伞
流汗你为我扇风
我冷你会给温暖
黑夜你会帮我照亮
生气你要当沙包
伤心你要当纸巾
跌倒你帮我涂药

这曾是我们的承诺
你知道吗？
我不会放弃，也不想放弃

我会耐心等候，
我们的故事继续的那一天。
我会坚强。

Encounter God Leader Conference 09'

2009-08-24T13:31:00.000+08:00

[29th AUG 2009]

明天要去为即将来临的ENCONTER GOD LEADERS CONFERENCE去挣战
去赢取更多灵魂！
这一次的特会我相信是CYC一个新的起点！同时也是我们的一个新的起点。

神啊，
求你来扩展我的Capacity，同时扩张我的鱼网，我需要一个更大的鱼网，为你捞取更多的鱼！
我相信当我凭信心相信神你的时候，你会成就不可能的事在我生命里面。
圣灵，我需要你，你是我的气息，我需要被你来更新我的灵，被你来提升到更宽阔，更不一样的领域里面！这次，我渴慕你更多…求神你的荣耀彰显!
神啊，我就在这里，求你来差遣我…
我愿意… 我愿意被你来使用…神啊，让我成为你的仆人，让我像那位寡妇一样，俯伏在你的脚前…
求你来为CYC 19 S 这个小组来开路，光照我们接下来要走的路，引导我们，更新我们，提升组内的每个人，进到神你旨意的道路中。
我们要成为神你刚强的军人！
我要与你同心同行…
把羊圈外迷失的羊，带回到你的怀抱和爱里，让神你亲自来牧养，改变它们，
引领它们到有水喝，有草吃的地方…
孩子向神你求，让更多人经历神你的大爱！
也让我有能力像神你爱我一样，带着你的恩典去爱那群失丧的灵魂…
神你是何等其妙
彰显你的荣耀
转化这地

HOSANNA

2009-08-23T04:50:00.000+08:00

。。要与圣灵同心同行。。

Ohm..Tagged~

2009-08-23T03:56:00.000+08:00

我的大名 : 洪嘉欣 Angeline
我的生日 : 28th May 1993
谁传给你的 : Katherine
生日想得到什么礼物 : The blessing from God
近期压力大的事 : Final-exam gua...
想做的事 : Go vacation!
有没有喜欢的人 : No Idea
同学会要回去找老师吗 : MOst probably la
跟谁出去最幸福 : Family
如果你的两个好友吵架了: no Idea
跟情人最想去哪 : Rom 罗马
圣诞节要做啥 : Of coz Celebrate! Jesus Christ was born!
最想跟谁过圣诞节 : All
有没有床气 : wat's that?
有几个兄弟姐妹 : 1 younger sis, 2 younger bro
最喜欢的一首歌 : 我们的故事-Tension
喜欢什么颜色 : White
上厕所会不会后冲水 : Surely i did it lo~
喜欢男生还是女生 : Both
最想大声说什么 : Arhhhhhhhh!!!!!
半夜敢不敢自己上厕所 : nothing to scare lo
最近看过最好看最欲罢不能的小说是什么: Twilight-Original version
谁很欠打 : Erm...liar~
现在很迷什么 : English Movie
睡相很差 : yea..quite la...look like pig lo me.wahaha~
现在的时间 : 0413
今天天气 : 阴晴不定
大学生一定要玩的活动 : how come i know? never do servey on it
你经常通宵不睡吗 : Often
推荐一首最近很喜欢的歌 :旅程-张惠妹
你能够和陌生人谈恋爱嘛? : Of coz NO
自由对于你来说有多重要？: 80%
最想做的事情是什么 : silence up
你最想为所爱的人做什么？: Love Him.That's All
******************************************************
附加问题:

你打算几时结婚啊？ 27.. not sure bout it la
你觉得生活有喜感么？got
相信塔罗牌么不? No..sounds a little funny
睡觉前第一件事：clover blanket until covered my head..i love to do it.haha.
起床后第一件事：Open my eyes =='
你的偶像：No
你喜欢的季节：Summer
打工次数：since 2004-2009 ，etimately 7 jobs.never count properly..sienx.
你想去的地方： Heaven
你讨厌什么样的个性：Irresponsible!
你会抽烟吗：no
你会喝酒吗: everyone should know how to drink rite?haha~But i din drink beer normally.
你常哭吗：Often
你常笑吗：Ohmm..if u known me, surely u knew it la! can imagine my laughter??hahas...XD
都睡到几点: not fixed
你会选：
机会和命运你会选择：chance
你很自恋吗：Quite la
你有穿耳洞么：Yes
这问卷多不多：==
喜欢吃冰吗：Ermm..ok ok lo...
现在幸福吗：har? i think im 幸福one gua??..haha
房间里最重要的东西是什么：writing table
男人精神出轨要不要原谅他：no idea
你认为人生的意义是什么：追求自己的梦想
如果没有朋友你会怎么做：find la! funny~
如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么: Happiness
我为什么做这个答题：no idea
喜欢吃的水果：green Apple
最害怕别人问你什么：-
你喜欢雪么: ok lo
如果有下辈子要做什么：no idea. nothing.
还希望被点：NO!!!
舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个？：losls? who tat?
你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么？：waiting
不想看书的时候怎么办？Dont se it la...do other things lo..funny~
自己眼中的理想收入是多少（实际一点）？：RM1200.00 + extra allowence
*************************************************************
附加题目：

还希望这个问卷的问题继续增加？：NO!
你的昵称是：Duno o~
你对我的印象是：
你了解我： ???
我了解你：???
这个问卷会让人更了解你：only 5% of me

1 。被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2 。请老实回答每一问题
3 。不能擅自涂改题目。
4 。写完请点几位小朋友，不可以不点。
5 。完后请通知那几位小朋友他被点到了。

-the person who i want to ans tis tag :
1. Babe yvonne
2. JingJing
...

2009-08-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

M U S I C

我们的故事～♥

2009-08-15T01:01:00.001+08:00

╔═
║
在你左右还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
YEAH.......
握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃因为有一天缘份会继续
一定会继续
在你左右还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
YEAH.......
握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃国为有一天缘份会继续
我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意再耐心等候
YEAH........
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃国为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完
║
═╝
这首歌，
我觉得真的很棒…
除了"Bapa Yang Kekal"这首歌以外，
“我们的故事--Tension” 是另外一首能让我第一次听就流泪的歌…
嗯…其实不是刻意的，而是当时这首歌似乎真的触动了我的心…我永远不会忘记这首歌带给我的第一印象。可能你对这首歌没什么特别的感觉，但给我，它是特别的。
那天…时间停顿在我和歌声之间，周围的事都变得缓慢下来，且逐渐迷糊，连吵杂声都被模糊掉了…直到曲子结束的那一刻，只剩下偷偷把眼泪擦掉的我。当时，我的确就是坐在位子上哭了…应该没人注意到吧？呵呵。
不是伤心的啦，只不过感动而已。
这不像一般失恋那种听歌流泪的感觉，而是，在你好无防备之下，不经意与那首歌擦肩而过的感觉！
歌曲就是这么奇妙，就算词曲是由不一样的人犏写，不同的人演绎，它却仍然能奇妙地牵动某人的心旋…
这首就是能牵动我心旋的那首歌，或许某天你也能听得到真正能牵动你心的那首歌！
用"心"聆听…你会发觉不一样，因为它就是会这样不经意的擦肩而过，抓牢喽！~♥

旅程 - 张惠妹

2009-08-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

明明醒着的午后
感觉像个梦
暖暖吹着的微风
走过的路一幕幕在梦中
每当怀疑开始摇头
相信总是紧握我的双手
告诉我努力会有结果
当我害怕的时候
什么都没把握
勇敢总是在左右
再困难的梦陪我一起做
每当伤心开始低头
快乐悄悄走近对我诉说
让我们抬头看看天空
Sunny day with the rain together
像苦与甜交织的景色
春天的花　冬天的寒冷
都是色彩缤纷的人生
Sunny day with the rain together
时间转动着古老的缘份
黑暗的夜
明亮的早晨
那都是我们
丰盛的旅程
当我害怕的时候
什么都没把握
勇敢总是在左右
再困难的梦陪我一起做
每当伤心开始低头
快乐悄悄走近对我诉说
雨后的天空会有彩虹
Sunny day with the rain together
像苦与甜交织的景色
春天的花
冬天的寒冷
都是色彩缤纷的人生
Sunny day with the rain together
时间转动着古老的缘份
黑暗的夜
明亮的早晨
那都是我们
丰盛的旅程
Sunny day with the rain together
像苦与甜交织的景色
春天的花
冬天的寒冷
都是色彩缤纷的人生
Sunny day with the rain together
时间转动着古老的缘份
黑暗的夜
明亮的早晨
那都是我们
丰盛的旅程

小小的梦想 - 张惠妹

2009-08-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

蓝天是白云最美的故乡
大地是小草成长的地方
海洋是河流安歇的暖房
梦想是未来幸福天堂

小小的梦想能成就大事
只要仰望天父的力量
小小的梦想能改变世界
带来明天的盼望
耶和华是我们的力量
同心来为主传扬来发光
前面的道路全然交给他
他必同在使我们刚强

小小的梦想能成就大事
只要仰望天父的力量
小小的梦想能改变世界
带来明天的盼望

2009-08-07T15:55:00.000+08:00
I'm
the STRONG one..

我们的 • 灿烂

2009-08-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

从前的我们都没想过
原来能活出灿烂
没有谁曾告诉我
也从没猜测过
那会是什么时候

直到那一天
遇见了满有慈爱的
耶稣

才发现灿烂的光芒
原以为遥远的
如今只在眼前
如此靠近我喔

我并不想闭上了双眼
单单只想朝着那光芒
去追寻属于自己的梦想

BaCk from langkayan lo~

2009-08-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

Turtle lays eggs~

104 little turtle eggs~

Hahaha~ Snorkeling~

wuhuu~ Wanna Kayak back to KL ..XD wahaha~

On the boat going to the beach ~ it takes 1hr 30min++ @.@

LCCT KL

Me , Ms Anne & My aunt

LANGKAYAN,Sandakan,Sabah,Malaysia

2009-07-17T14:35:00.000+08:00
Hey Everyone! Angeline is going to hv a flight to Sabah !This is the 1st 1st time in my life! record it down ^^ hehe~ stil left fews hour...later got to go airport lu..
Be right back on 19/7 ...c ya guys! >< Adieu! Love ya~

The idyllic island of Lankayan is considered a frontier diving destination in the Sulu Sea. Just a 30 minute boat ride north of Sandakan lies this tropical paradise where a wide range of marine life can be discovered ranging from macro and juvenile to big pelagics. There are also a couple of wrecks here so it would be fair to say that Lankayan does offer diving for all tastes!
There are many dive sites around Lankayan including Bimbo Rock, East Ridge Ken's Rock, Lycia's Garden, South Rock, South Point, Twin City, Malu Malu, And & Ant, Channel Group, Supermarket Group, Ray City, Froggie Fort, Ricky Rock, Fan Garden, Lost World, Sunnug Lair, Reef 77, Pegaso Reef, Moray Reef, Lost Reef, Billy's Reef, East Reef and Mel's Rock (Katcing Group). They are mostly shallow reef dives with visibility ranging from 5 to 20 meters, the highlights being macro organisms with the chance of seeing something bigger during the right months.

Lankayan at a glance
Accommodation : Hotel/Resort.
Highlights : Macro, muck, and wrecks.
Average cost of a dive : $25
Dive Sites : 10+
Dive Operators : 2+
Getting there : Boat from Sandakan, 30 mins.
Off Season : None, diving year round.
The map below is interactive so click on the dive site to get more details.

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2009-06-26T18:36:00.000+08:00
那颗
你送我的星 …
摸不着…
看不到…
但却被你
埋在
我心底深处…
在我心里的低谷里
闪烁着…

星光
照亮了每个阴暗的角落，
也
把每寸冰冷的心墙，都温暖了…

赤眼
太裸露…
使你我都看不见…
但…
心的连接…
却让彼此真实品尝到那温暖。

你说我能像星光 …
要像天上的群星一样…

我也真希望
能照亮别人的黑夜，
在短暂的黑夜里，

发出最耀眼的光芒…

这一刻，
我知道承诺不是一切…
但是
我并不孤单。

I Bio Corporation

2009-06-25T22:36:00.001+08:00

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Awakening 4 Jesus

2009-06-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

A4J - 我人生的第二个转折点…
亲身经历后，才知道原来第二个转折点是什么一回事。

神扩张了我的境界，朔造了更坚持，更刚强的我。
祂是真实让我们遇见的神！
继续为神的国度挣战，We're The Army Of GOD!

◦◦我心里的话◦◦

2009-06-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

有时候，总会有点想念自己的亲生妈妈……但是，我却又能做些什么呢？

29号那天她拨了通电话给我…她每次都记错我生日日期。28号记成29号…
我听得出在拨电给我前，她哭过。电话那头的声音轻轻在哽咽，却又强忍着。或许她知道我是个爱哭包，之前每次和她聊电话时都会哭的，所以就只好忍了。
她一开口就一连串地问了一些对我来说最基本的问候语：最近怎样啊？弟弟还好吗？弟弟有去上课吗？娇娇的妹妹有听话吗?在哪间学校读书啊？学校怎样啊？成绩怎样啊？你老豆怎样啊？你还有没有时常跑出街啊？等等~ 这一次的我，和她说话时没哭，可是盖上电话后，眼泪还是涌着下…我很坚定地答她每一句话，也告诉她别担心等等…好让她知道，我已经长大了，成熟点了。心里真的好想见到她，拥抱她！…
她和我说了一个让我有点吃惊的一件事…她竟然知道我有一个后母和多了一个弟弟的事！我从来没告诉过她的…！真的吓我一跳！她没可能知道的吖？!…我当然就问啊，她怎么知道这件事的。原来是我的一个叔公在夜市遇到她时告诉她的…当时心里觉得：嗄！有够八的呢！…我没什么，只是真的觉得有点突然？偶然？还有竟然？…原本没想过让她知道的，谁知道有那么的一天…不过也好，因为总不可能隐瞒一辈子的。事情来到这样的局面，我真的不知道她会怎么想…可是不该发生的都发生了！…我改变不了事实，只能接受和面对。我也不知道接下来的路会怎样，但是，我依然会坚强地走下去，就算路再崎岖也好，我会走得双脚皮破血流也好，我也会勇敢，强忍着走下去，因为，我活着完全只为了祂，全能的神。

若不曾经过
炎阳的曝晒，
暴风的吹击，
雷雨的冲洗，
哪来那茁壮的树木?
若不曾被磨练，
幼苗永远都只会是幼苗。

人生只有那么的一次，谁不想活得最完美？但是，我们有想过吗？没有风浪和石礁的海洋，哪能激起那波涛汹涌,层层漂亮的浪花? 因为有挫折，所有才有一段精彩的人生。而我的生命，虽然只有短短十载，却经历了许多波折，起起伏伏。我并不埋怨，反而，我感激，因为就是这样，才会造就更成熟的我。

家，是避风港。
虽然我的家不完整…但是我仍然爱这个家。我将会扛起这个家，保护这个受过伤的避风港。这完全只因为爱，从神来的爱。

虽然我的家表面上看起来很幸福，可是其实并不是。这个家，是经历过许多许多挣扎和努力来换取表面所看到的幸福的。

温室里的小花，样子看起来完好无缺，很幸福那样…
其实，它并不是表面所看到的那样。
它内里缺乏了许多，无法像温室外那些自生自养自活的树木一样，那种的挣扎。

我只想说…
爸我很谢谢你，妈妈当初狠心抛下我们3个，但你却没放弃我们。虽然你做不到最好的那个，虽然间中也带给了我伤害，虽然许多人都看不起你，但是，你仍然坚持养我们，不放弃我们的这一点，就足以称你为伟大! 爸，那个伤害，不足以将父女的爱分裂，不能责怪谁，也不能挽回了。我们只能走好前面的路。

妈虽然当初你做了那样的决定，或许你会有你的原因。我不能怪谁。但是，我还是会爱着你。因为，我知道你对我们还会有一丝丝的挂念，那就足以证明我们仍有你的爱。因为世上所有母亲爱的烙印，比鳄鱼的齿痕还深！不管别人怎么想，我还是会默默，在心底深处爱你。

或许你们看不见这段话，
但是，这正是孩子心里的想法。
我爱你们，永远爱你们

><

2009-06-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

Angeline Sick edi~ T.T
Everyone take care yea~
(",)v
hope to get well soon XD

O.O frighten me lea~

2009-06-03T00:12:00.000+08:00
Angeline & Grace... my standard 6's intimate friend..haha...

Hehe~can u see me??...
Long time didnt see lea yea...so lucky~ meet them when hanging out v xiao yee wen them~...juz infront of McD...haha...frighten me O.O...nvr expect to meet them at there oso..haha^^
All changed alots~ Big Girl Big Boy le^^

Mid-valley watch movie ^^

2009-06-02T23:51:00.000+08:00
Look like Hamster?...O.o??..haha

See~My greedy face~ ><
wahaha..~ where is Mr. Brendon & Mr. Roylan?? kaka..(sorry lar~ blocked ur hansome face XD)

Hey~ Mr. Roylan....where r u looking huh?..camera here nehh~haha

Angeline & Ms. princess Mhun Yee..

1st time watch movie with u guys..haha...hv fun lea??..haha... i vry vry tired ar! XD haha...
A good memory~ ^^
Friendship 4eva yea~
Love God & Love U guy very much ! ^^

Ѕноgυи јαрαиєѕє вυffет

2009-05-30T14:39:00.000+08:00
waoh..Oyster + Tabassco o~ Yumm~

Love U yea Pooi Kee~ muackx~^^

^^v

Waoah~~ Haha~ *^0^* Love to eat! haha..
P/s :Pooi kee..Thnx for the Treat yea~ Im vry happy that day~ thanx~muacks~

Tagged!

2009-05-27T23:52:00.000+08:00
1.The person who tagged you is: Be Loved Heart20 leader-PooiKee.
2.Your relationship with him/her is: Ex heart 20 leader & member
3. Your first impression of him/her is: Ermm...yea, my feeling is "erm..."
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: 2008 CYC Cross Over Camp.
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:要学习放下，就算懂，也要假装不懂。(Sounds weird izit?but it's the words teached me)
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will.. Appreciate
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: Nothing,bec wont happen.haha.
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: Wont, Coz we love others vry much! haha
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: o.o''
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is: If Can buy her a car..=="haha
11. Your overall impression on him/her is: Cool outside, Hot,warm & cute inside,haha
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself: Love God
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Lost Control
14. The most ideal person you want to be is: The person who walk in God's truth along this life,& avoid walking in sin.
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Thanks you,i appreciate everything in my heart.
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1.Pooi kee
2.Xiao Yee Wen
3.Rico
4.Jen Yi
5.Zheng wei
6.Alex [vit-Lex]
7.Mei Jing
8.Jasmine a.ka. Hui shin
9.Ashley
10.Jackson [hing Cheong]

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?Arh?dunno him o..
18. Is 9 a male or a female?Female
19. What is 2 studying at the moment? From 3
20. Who was the last person you had a chat with? my god..haha...really.
21. What kind of music does 8 like?Dunno o?Praise & worship song gua??
22. Does 1 have any siblings?Erm...好像没有叻？忘了问？O.O"
23. Is 4 single? yup
24. What is the surname of 5?陈正伟,terence,left footer,lion king =="
25. What's the hobby of 5?Play Music gua, sms gua (coz seem busy everyday),play football
26. Do 7 and 9 get along well? ok ok lo.seldom talk to each other geh~
27. Where is 10 studying at?My School, SMK Bdr Baru Sg. long, 4Jujur!haha
28. Say something casual about your eyes:Err?...Keep changing colour gua?
29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?No~~Quite fun& happy wih her.
30. Where does 9 live?Continential height,kuchai lama?haha
31. What colour does 4 like?Err..Ermm..mmmm..pink colour
32. Are 5 and 1 good friends? / Do they know each other? Know. Good onot ar?i duno o?
33. Does 2 like 7? Not even like.Love...In a big family
34. How did you get to know 8?When she's doing street evangelism at my former school.
35. Does 1 have any pets? sure no, if got, die in famine or dehydrated.haha
36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?hahahaha..Mayb she is
37. Are you sexy?haha.. No Idea...what do u think??
38. What am I doing now? Answering this 38 38 de question...see...got 38 questions..hahahaha.

Jesus, You're the lover of my soul ♥

2009-05-27T23:16:00.000+08:00
给：我挚爱的神，我的阿爸天父~♥

在你脚前献上生命
因你是我唯一所需
我转向你，你永远不离弃
危难临到我寻求你
我只需把你摆第一
降服我所有全给你

ONE WAY 耶稣
唯有你能让我为你而活

你总是在我身边
每时每刻每一天
我心充满你丰盛恩典
你总是不会改变
昨日今日到永远
从恒古直到永恒无限

ONE WAY 耶稣
唯有你能让我为你而活

**你是道路，真理，生命
我凭信心，不凭眼见，为你
我活着只为你

在这特别的日子里，为了16年前，神赐给我的小生命，献上感恩。他永远将会是我活下去的因素！

мОтнея'ѕ Dαу ~♥

2009-05-24T17:17:00.000+08:00
Me, Cartoon & Joyce

Wearing my new dress~haha~ ><

My Dear Grandma~♥

Sis,step mum,Bro, Dad & me~

Uncle Kenneth took this photo for me XD ..haha~

``celebrate mother's day at house..

set up a dinner at front yard~ having a steamboat dinner~ ^^

Great lovely day~

Look!

2009-05-21T14:29:00.000+08:00

17th may 2009,19:00. This is he rainbow i saw at the sky infront of my house..

It make me think of ..
There'll be sunnny & rainbow after rain.
Although it was hard, tough, pain, cold, scare,broken in the "rain"..
but when pass over the "rain", there'll always be "sunny" & even "rainbow".
Don't Give up !
Jia You la Angeline!

I'm Back

2009-05-20T21:49:00.000+08:00
Long time didnt come up here. abit strange for me again.^^ however. Im having exam this few weeks. The exam almost occupied 3/4 of my May! but fortunately, it'll be end on 27th , where the second day is my birthday 28th.haha. ^^ so lucky me!
I almost burning mid night oil everyday. so Tired X.x ... but i know it'll be worth if i can glorify God's name. Thanks for the strength tat He had given me.

2009-04-05T14:38:00.000+08:00
No one is Perfect !

Rain

2009-03-16T17:48:00.000+08:00
I don't like rainy day... it make me feel gloomy..moody....
a feeling like lack of safe..

ME

2009-03-16T15:05:00.000+08:00
Recently i started to hv Devotion everyday...maybe it's holiday...
well, last 3 day went to Church continuously... yea.. i Love it ...i hope that i can go everyday...& how if i stay there? ..haha...I'm crazy for Jesus! yes! I'm Crazy for u, Lord!...

This is the season for me to grow..i saw which aspect God wanted me to grow...
that's [Interaction & Relationship with other human being]!
I admit that myself is not very good in interaction...especially with girl... maybe in fact of my personality..I dun like to act, i'm too straight forward from my heart, there's a good but also a bad.. I dun like those thing that girls normally will like..Why am I different?haha..i dunno..
I'm struggling in this...But then how? ... i know i should put down myself.. i should follow wat god wants... Yes! I'll put in effort ! with the power of Holy Spirit! i know i can Over it!
& ... I'm goin to step out.. to save those lost goat.. Im fighting a war! for God's Kingdom!

I want to see the change in myself... Do you? ...
Let's see... I'll grow!

Eerm...Well, a true love really needs to wait for it, i know it's worthy... & ... Once I get it... I wont let it go anymore... I'll hold it tight... I know the Love in my life is just like sand.. i caught it on my palm.. & soon... it will lost from my finger's gap...out of my realizing...it was gone! Now, i will try my best to hold tight the sand in my hand..i'll appreciate once i got it... & Who are the one In my palm?...

God bless.

Anti - Male

2009-01-23T16:43:00.000+08:00
Am I perfect without any male?

Yes, I think im..

I can do anything in my life without depending on male often wat..
Well.. Gv birth..pregnant...?
Test tube baby lo...wasnt it good?...

dont think so much...

Give it to God...

Plz.. PROVE me that male is reliable....maybe...
Someday,sometime,somewhere & Someone...

My 16

2009-01-05T16:28:00.000+08:00
Shifted to a New School,a new environment... Everthings Strange for myself... Even the School building....
But, O.o... Dunno y the pupils there vry friendly...seems like welcome u cordially...doesn't same like those in KL states...
hmm, The 1st day in school, made many new friendssss.....^^
Thanks Lord for Hearing my prayer..

Now, Lets be ready to fight for future!
And i knew that my life gonna BUSY soon..

Enjoy my new life~ my 1st 16...

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2008-12-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

Do you know my heart ?
...
[♥]

喜歡---因為

2008-12-03T13:57:00.000+08:00
___喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....
____喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你....
______喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你....
_______喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...

Gai Gai v Ms Mei Jing^^

2008-11-22T00:08:00.000+08:00
Go gai gai wit Mei Jing today..
Then Pooi Kee,Jasmine & Mr. Brandon join us up..^o^

Bought dress & a pair of high heels~ ^^* (for an coming event^^ hehe~)
Want to hv a look??..hehe..wait Loh~ Nx month~~~~haha...

then go bck to work at 6pm... but late 16 minutes ( 1st time late lea~><..Haha)
hmm.. Not so bad today,quite busy~~ & fun..haha..
Im exhausted~~~~~~ x_X

♪ suddenly feel that my holiday past away really fast~ many things need to be done~
haiz... Add OiL barrr~~~ T.T

新时代挑战营' 08

2008-11-19T13:33:00.000+08:00
Form 1-2 ministry !
Night concert [Mii + Ms. San San]

最棒的嘛吉~~Ms Mei Jing+ Ms Hui Jie+ Mii

Ms. Mei Jing + Mii

哈哈！

Unforgettable~ ♥

2008-11-19T11:36:00.000+08:00
◦◦◦ 3 days(15-17/11/08) challenge camp at Alor Gajah, Melaka ◦◦◦

1st day :
-Reach campsite at 3 something
-Team building
-Dinner at 7pm
-NIGHT ADVENTURE : Searching for the nx clue by sequences in dark environment.Then
complete all the task:-
[walk on the root & cross over the filthy @.@ river~ O.O Finally i
completed it! Heart beat till wanna drop out ! kaka]
[flush water into the water tanker till the ball float out(the tanker got
hole one ==) Arhx! crazy~~ flush flush flush~! Till whole body muscle
pain....haha]

2nd day :
-Financial activities $$
-INTELLECTUAL CHALLENGE ACTIVITIES : Team work is needed for complete all the
challenge ! [Heart 18 finally we got 2nd runner
up, nOt Bad mah ^^*..haha, Jia yOu Jia yOu!]
-Night concert

3rd day :
-WAKE UP!! [everyone cant wake up edi~~ O.oZzz .. Limbs feel likes seperated from our body!
haha~~]
-After Breakfast our leader was gone~~~ T.T [but, Heart 18 we still can made it! ^^v]
-Tidy up & check out
-Depart on 4:30pm

-----End-----

A NEW BORN ME !

2008-10-12T21:06:00.000+08:00
I'm a NEW born one! I baptize today! ^^

Everything before this is just tricks from devil.

I started my 1st step on FORGIVE & FORGET.
I feel FREE upon this~! ^^

ім˚ dєаd

2008-10-07T20:18:00.000+08:00
I'm not such a good girl...I'm not such wonderful...I'm not such mature...I'm not good at all...

The day I'll never forget _7th October 2008_

ANGEL icious°

ATTENTION!

Big Girl Don't Cry

很多话。lol

a new start for us

me

dream

Give me a New heart

My Mid-Year holidays 2010

Hannah Montana - FMCs

小小草。袮。小小蚯蚓

神的爱，让我们蒙福--CYC52S

My Page Pet

The love of god was the reason

Simple Care

你- 开始重要

Proclaim

Back from Peacehaven

My Romeo

Encounter God Camp NOV 2009

Your Anointment

Blessing from God

Accident + happy day

累

突然间°

Dance Team Audition 2009

Desa Petaling Prayer Walk II

喜欢和爱

钱$

2009 的终极冲刺

痛 上瘾了

CYC舞蹈班小考

Congratulation!

End of 16th soon

不想

Rush-ing

Encounter God Leader Conference 09'

Ohm..Tagged~

我们的故事～♥

旅程 - 张惠妹

小小的梦想 - 张惠妹

我们的 • 灿烂

BaCk from langkayan lo~

LANGKAYAN,Sandakan,Sabah,Malaysia

◦◦♦◦◦

I Bio Corporation

Awakening 4 Jesus

◦◦我心里的话◦◦

><

O.O frighten me lea~

Mid-valley watch movie ^^

Ѕноgυи јαрαиєѕє вυffет

Tagged!

Jesus, You're the lover of my soul ♥

мОтнея'ѕ Dαу ~♥

Look!

I'm Back

Rain

ME

Anti - Male

My 16

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喜歡---因為

Gai Gai v Ms Mei Jing^^

新时代挑战营' 08

Unforgettable~ ♥

A NEW BORN ME !

ім˚ dєаd

痛上瘾了